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this morning when I woke up my window was open... I started to think about my boyfriend... I love I do but I don't know if I can keep dating him its not because he cheats on me... not because I don't love him... not because I don't have great times with him... its because I think Im not the girl he should have... when we started to date even before I thought that he wasn't good enough for me... now I don´t know why but I do really think if Im the right girl its not because of my low self-esteem I don´t have one mine its very high at least I think that jejej but now the point is that he is not with the right one so maybe I should end this up and leave thinks like they are 7 wonderful months are enough to see that Im not designed to be a lover person... I don't know how to... Im a pessimistic in that way I can´t love him... not in the way Im supposed to so its better to stop hurting both of us...